This was a live two-hour satsang with Krishna Das and Dr. Robert Svoboda where they told stories of their teachers and times in India, shared wisdom they have learned on the path, and specifically things from the teachings that can help us at this time. Krishna Das also sang a couple of songs!

It was great to see you in Hawaii just not even quite six months ago in person and now of course I’m seeing you in an almost person in person like there’s no guarantee that what you saw six months. Ago is any more than this well there’s very little guarantee of anything especially nowadays but while we are alive and able to think in and talk we are also able to sing and also able to repeat the holy name of the supreme yes and this is and this is what we.

Should be doing and I would like to salute your guru ji Neem Karoli Baba who I see behind you who I have the greatest respect for and it’s always a great pleasure to have this dharshan got. My back yes he did and I made it yeah so many changes in just 6 months rum doses left us and kki left us amazing so many things go so fast and then. Now the world is just in a spin I have been thinking a lot about the Ramayana recently and particularly about the Sundara Kanda because you know Sita Devi was captured by a rahkshi and it’s very much like the world has been.

Captured by a rakshasa and Sita Devi was kept in the Ashoka Vana the forest the forest of of grief lessness yeah and we we are however in the shoka vana the forest of grief because we’re we’re not. Sita and we are aware ever very much surrounded by all kinds of all kinds of demons and de menaces and it’s very uncertain as to what’s going to happen next and we’re looking for Rama we don’t even know maybe Brahma has forgotten.

This maybe maybe we’re going to be here and Ravana has has is Continuing to to continuing to threaten to to to do all kinds of things to us and we’re thinking about what might happen next can we go on and then of course Hanuman-ji shows up and catches Sita’s. Attention it shows her Rama’s ring so that then she recognizes it yes Rama is still there Rama has not forgotten her Rama is on the way and it’s that moment where things start moving in the right direction yeah which of course is why people so many.

People read the Sundara Kanda the part of the Ramayana where this where this happens and as a new paya as a remedy for for Shani and Rahu and and problems in general mm- hmm because and here we are in a place where we’re we’re isolated and we’re. Even when we get out into the world we’re still always going to be wondering where is that where is that demon that might kidnap us and take us away from everything that we are familiar with and everything that’s that’s that that we know and love and the only answer to This is at all Manama.

So if if you know that Ramayana you can or you have access to their mom IANA you can read or chant the synthetic ond or if you can’t do that much you can read or chant Beach Alisa and if you can’t do. That much you can you can read or chant the holy name Of Rama and if you can’t do that just like the original poet who wrote the Ramayana it at first he was Esther repeated backwards morale morale which means to die die die yeah. And over thousands of years around her mouth Marah Marah Marah Marah Muhammad turned into rock and he was Liberated it did take him sixty thousand years oh.

But at least it was tenth only sixty thousand years it was not more than that it was not six hundred thousand in those days that’s how long the movies used to be right 60 yes yes they were sixteen thank goodness there. Were several intermissions yes yes you know I visited chitrakuta many years ago I was in a lot about a daughter’s house and we daughter was an old devotee of Maharaj’s and we went to chit to Could with Taurus. And we went up to a hill called Hanuman Hara and supposedly after finding Sita and giving her roms message that he hadn’t forgot her and he was going to come and free her from Robin he he burnt Lanka.

Down he burnt the whole realms Kingdom down while he was leaving and of course Sita was protected in that Grove so then it said that he flew to chitrakuta and landed on this mountain called Hanuman Dhara and he pounded on the ground and a stream came up and with that water he cooled himself. Hmm so maharaja had told this story to Dada while they were at that place and after he said the story Dada told me Maharaja said just kind of as if talking to himself he said but Hanuman ji was always at peace.

So that’s the key to a lot of things yeah it was Always at peace even while he was burning Lanka his he was always at peace and at oneness with rock because none of it he had no personal agenda other than to serve romp. So there was nothing going on he was always right there at that place that beautiful story and that’s a Seat that oh so a seat this kitchen they call him yes yeah I’ve only been to Qin to recruit once and that was I don’t know 30 years ago probably.

But I always liked it because it was not at least at that time it was not it was not as fancy as many of these big temples and pilgrimage sites it was no there is it’s. Very rural very very rural yeah yeah yeah now it’s built up and there’s you can’t even see this the river anymore it’s you have to go through ashrams and everything is crazy so yes ROM nom nom now.

Mahadji said over and over to us he said nom nom corn they say so Puerta hojjat they from going on repeating these names Rama their names of God everything is accomplished everything’s brought to fullness and completion he said this many times to us I like the way he said that he could have said he could have. Said anything but he said Buddha who Jetta and Buddha Buddha means filled or Buddha means completed or Buddha means but from putana it means that it it has whatever was missing has come into it.

So I think nowadays probably many people are thinking many people are thinking That they’re missing something that because of course thinks that we can’t go where we wanted to and we can’t do what we wanted to or separated it’s often from people we had not been separated from but it’s good to remember that the only the only thing that will. Complete whatever we feel is not completed is rom the name of our home and of course that’s always true it’s just that in situations like this which is all.

This is very rare of course very super intense it’s always true if we’re looking outside of ourselves frame For completion or real love real happiness real peace we’ll never find many people still believe that they can find it externally yeah I think until until this started there was sort of it. There was momentum that was that that the people who were making money out of having the world be the way that it was were able to convince many people that satisfaction was to be had outside you but yeah and you know great Sid those like the Rolling Stones have been.

Telling us all along that you can’t get no satisfaction yes but we don’t listen and I very much enjoy the Rolling Stones on that I forget the name of it. But there was a concert of a bunch of people last month from different places And they they sang that that excellent mantra you can’t always get what you want but you can certainly absolutely get what you need as long as as long as you understand that what you really need.

Is is Adamo yeah well even if you just accept that you can get the teachings that you need even if you’re not getting the pleasure that you want or getting rid of the suffering that you want to be rid of and in the worldly sense you can still just you’re still getting what you. Need to move along the path and to wake up we are still getting should we it is tuesday Hanuman’s day yes should we try to sing a little Chalisa yes even a medium-sized ELISA.

Yes even a tiny one tiny one the only question for me for us everybody I should say is we do have some trouble with zoom and music so it’s possible that the sound is going to not be so good for this but I’m getting one last I’m gonna mute myself just in case. Possibly that will help this situation in fact it it does sometimes help if everybody if you mute yourself well if you mute yourself you’ll never know what’s going on.

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Robert what do you think about there’s a line in the Hanuman Chalisa goes Oh Rama do re to Morocco re Houghton ah ah Jia Bindu / sorry this is Hanuman is the guard at the door to roms abode and no one can enter. Without giving the go-ahead well well Anjaneya or Hanumanji is Totally and completely devoted to Adama and as I was taught but Amma is everywhere that means Rama is inside you as well as Outside you and if you were trying to connect to the internal at all.

And Rama represents the supreme reality then Hanuman Anjaneya represents the Prana in your body the for the life force the reason why we’re all alive and the reason why we’re alive is. Because our job as living beings is to reflect as much as we can as best we can the reality of that supreme awareness that Is Adama so if we’re looking at the ROM on the inside and the Hanuman Oh on the inside we have to bring our attention. And make it focused to the degree oh okay maybe not completely to the degree That Hanuman is focused because that’s a that’s a supreme degree but we have to focus it as much as we can.

So that we can align ourselves with that degree of focus of Hanuman and we can do that then there’s hope that We’ll be able to enter into that pass through that that threshold over that threshold through that gateway that will take us to that experience of of Rama because I believe that without that we can certainly there’s always the there’s. Always juice to be had in singing Rama’s name because because that’s it’s it’s a name that reflects that reality but to be able to not only taste that juice occasionally but to but to be able to become that juice occasionally that means we have to get even more even.

Closer to Adama then then then we usually can and our and our limited personalities are limited beings and so for me the I I think of I think it’s a Great blessing that Hanuman exists and Hanuman is a said to be a in GB to to be immortal. Because yes he’s he’s guarding the door of Adama but he’s also he’s not only keeping out the people who Are not focused on Rama he’s letting in the people who are focused on Rama he’s he’s not like the he’s not like the two idiots.

That were guarding visnu’s door who when they for yeah when the four kumaras came who ended up is Robin ax in humba Thurman that’s right he’s an authentic dude water pala he’s not cynic Who knows what he’s doing but firm bouncer a gentle. But firm bouncer exact this supreme bound I mean the bouncer that any nightclub owner would would would want to employ permanently yeah there’s That in the honey much stone which is this prayer that I sing every day. And before a chant it says I meditate upon Hanuman with ready face and a body that glows like a mountain of gold who can be stole all boons and fulfill all desires and who resides under the party jata.

Tree I bow to Hanuman who goes wherever ROMs name is chanted bowing in reverence eyes filled with tears of love head bent in adoration and who is known as the slayer of demons when I read when I first read that I went oh. Because when When Hanuman doesn’t have some service to do for rom he’s absorbed in love he’s just look immersed in the love and he’s sitting under that tree just with eyes filled with tears of the love when he when he has something to do he he does it but he’s gone that’s his only that’s.

His only desires to serve sort of wrong so there was a powerful meditation from the SA oh when you’re not busy you know serving your you’re immersed in love completely it’s on there’s somebody said that even when Hanuman ji was busy beating up. The demons and jumping over the ocean he was surrounded by the color of Rama he’s never outside of Rama mmm never for a minute could he be outside of Rama and he knew that and that beautiful there’s a beautiful budget cut piece a woman.

Named I can never repay the debt that I only did this monkey this is in Rob’s words he’s singing yes he jumped over the ocean he killed the demons he found seat that he did this this and not once did the that he did pride rise in his mind did the thought of that I am. The doer and that allowed him to maintain a state of equanimity at all times yeah he didn’t even think oh my god they’re setting my tail of fire you didn’t care about that he was focused on Rama he may have noticed ah they’re setting my tail off fire excellent now I.

Can burn down one guy great situation yeah yeah other than that he he he does not waste even the slightest moment thinking about himself he thinks only about how may I serve Adama and within us Rama is that indwelling presence and Hanuman is the strength to overcome our. Obstacles the obstacles that prevent us from knowing that reality so when we focus on Hanuman we we are increasing that the power and the inner strength that we have as people to Overcome our inertia and craziness.

And sometimes of course sometimes that’s not easy to do sometimes there’s well I see one question here that possibly is a good question to Bring up right now from someone who grew up in a family that was angry at God and blamed God for creating this world of suffering. So the question is how can I believe in or experience God is love when I feel all of this baggage of darkness if it says God is to blame for This suffering world and it’s a very good question Severus it’s a very strong question that’s one that’s been asked many times we’ll be.

Asked again and I think that I think that that’s part of the message of the Ramayana that Barama himself did not have an easy life okay yes he was born As a king but. But he had to go wander in the forest for 14 years and Hin and his wife was stolen and he had to figure out a way to go and bring her back and then various other things happened afterwards and he had a very challenging life and Sita had an even more challenging life And all of the.

But it had a very the Rama was all that everyone was dear to Rama and Rama was dear to everyone and there was people were separated and there was misery and it it’s I think that’s an important part Of the message of the Ramayana. That that it’s at that mount does moments when like Sita you were in the you you’re in the place where it looks like there is no hope whatsoever but there’s still life and where There’s life there’s hope and why is there hope.

Because there’s still life because because there is prana and that’s Hanuman represents that life force that there is always the possibility that things can move in the right direction as long as you’re alive there’s always the possibility for you to for you to find your way you can’t. Ever tell what’s going to happen next and I think sometimes the most important thing to do is not not convince yourself that God exists but at least be aware. That many of the things you’re telling yourself may not be may not be true especially if they have to do with Questions of why did God do this and why did God do that.

Because understanding the nature of reality and what’s going on it’s it’s a very very difficult thing I don’t try to do it because it’s too big for me. But I do find that if I go inside and I try to connect with Hanuman for example try to connect with my pron and just try To feel that that that that dedication to X to the to the focus on reality. That is characteristic of the life force itself of prana I don’t have to I don’t need to think about what God is doing or Who God is or it’s it’s that life force without which there would be none of us would be here it’s.

That life force who is Hanuman himself that reassures me that no matter what is happening otherwise ultimately we are moving in the right direction yeah And I think that this is why it’s it’s so useful to to repeat the name of Rama even if you don’t believe in Rama or even if you think that even it no no. Matter if if you’re drowning and you find something to grab hold on of like a life preserver you don’t have to believe in the life preserver you just have to grab hold of yeah nor do you have to know how it works nor do you have to Know how it was there’s.

That famous story of Markandeya who was a great devotee of Shiva I’m gonna miss you boy and his father Rock undo rishi did some didn’t have a child so he did penance for a long time and eventually somebody. Came down and said what I’m going to ask for a boon and merkandi said I I would very much like to have a child and Brahma or whoever was said well you have a choice and your choices are you can have a son who will be a complete Dropkick totally useless will have all.

The bad qualities but will live for 120 years or maybe longer or you can have a son who is a paragon of virtues who is the best possible child ever and he will die at age 16. So we’re Kunti thought about it for a moment and then he said mmm I’ll take the good son and we’ll see what happens So the son was born and as soon as the son could understand anything where kundru said to him kid here’s the here’s the deal you’ve only got 16 years.

So between now and then you had better start worshipping Lord Shiva because here is this Shiva Linga over here and when young the god of death comes from you do not think about. Anything else do not think about anything else grab hold of that Shiva Linga and hold on to it for dear life do not even think about the Shiva Linga just think about holding on and lo and verily and behold at age sixteen Yama came. And here was this very horrible looking character riding on a buffalo And with a noose who was gonna throw it around mark Hyundai his neck and drag him away and Markandeya said no I shall hold on to the Shiva Linga.

And he held on to the shingle in the noose was around his neck and Yama was pulling mark on day was holding Yama was pulling mark on day of Us holding and after quite a while Yama finally had to give up. Because Shiva was protecting Markandeya and Shiva and Yama are the same thing except that Shiva is a more transcendent version of Yama so eventually said Shiva said to Yama okay the tug of war you know it was Amusing for a while. But it’s over now Markandeya belongs to me hit the road bub you may be part of me but I’m in the charge so it’s grams and Markandeya became immortal.

Because of holding on not trying to be fancy not trying to and This is why zimmel ananda my mentor said unless you’re extremely unless you have your professional tantric don’t try to have too many mantras have one month focus on reciting that mantra with complete faith and attention just keep reciting it again and again and over and over. Align your prana with that mantra a connect the Shakti of that month and he would always say buck D is Shakti B is Shakti if you really want Shakti then you should have devotion you should have Buffy no that brings up a good point too.

About a lot of people do a lot of pranayama a lot of exercises a lot of and they’re craving Shakti but they don’t have any bhakti really and it’s very it’s very that’s a setup for a lot of suffering I think because it’s only. The devotion the love that softens and lubricates the heart and allows the Shakti to pass through and to just you know to move without that devotion it tends to just give you more bigger stronger fancier shinier walls around.

Your ego so that’s I think they so many of the Saints in this age they say that this is you know the named lugdi and practice of devotion is this is the only way that’s going to work for us in this short time and that we have in our lives In this age. So it’s a good well it was but whatever you do one should do it with some kind of devotion it can mean intensity it could mean and integrity it can mean so many things but in some way we’ve got to bypass the big.

Me of in everything we do not easy not at all easy and I would like to reinforce what you say a million times were more because that’s exactly what happens especially nowadays when you don’t have buck T and you’re collecting. Chuck D and there’s so many ways to collect Chuck D there’s there’s beauty Shakti and money shukkeien and information Chuck D and fame Chuck all kinds of shucks DS. But most of them are connected to the big me which is really the little tiny me who thinks it’s the big me and that’s always coming from the Wrong perspective that always has the wrong priorities and that will always create.

That will always create problems when you when you follow Chuck D without first bowing down that that that interior personality that is convinced that it knows what’s going on then There’s always going to be always going to be trouble Vimala nan de used to talk about a a saint named Baba Chun dal dosa chandala. Means an eater of dogs so in the Bhagavad Gita Krishna says you should look with equanimity summit ah on a sage a dog and an eater of dogs and eaters of dogs have always been regarded as being The absolute lowest of the low not only your eat you eating man’s best friend.

But man’s best friend is part of the sewer system in India so you’re eating basically it’s not good what you’re eating when you eat a dog so and why was he called Baba Chand all das because he was a devotee of Shiva in the form of H and Allah in the form of a dog. Eater and it said that when Shankaracharya Adi Shankaracharya who lived 1,300 years ago when he went to Banaras he was the great saint but he had to have some of his ego polished off also and he went to Banaras.

And Banaras Of course as you well know is a it’s a very it’s a unusual place and it’s Shiva’s place and Shiva is in charge of everything that happens there and. So Shankara charity was bathing and this shunned Allah was next to him And splashed some water on him and chunker dochadi I said o bow chandala you know what do you think you’re doing I am Shankar Acharya. And you were a dog eater you’re splashing water on me and the Chand Allah said by the way this is Ganga water and it’s supposed to be.

Purifying everything so if it is actually purifying everything it’s purifying me too so what are you making so much noise about and Shankar Acharya who was you you know he was very clever. And he was quick on his feet you know he was able to think quickly he said well I’m not actually referring to you as being impure I’m referring to your there’s some Skoda’s you know the Dichotomies that have been.

That have you’ve done in the past and those cut Irma’s are impure and then the Chand Allah said you were the very person Shankar Acharya who says that nothing is real except the supreme reality so in what wiki is anything that is going on here real except that supreme reality and you’re talking about the supreme. Reality splashing water on you why are you making such a big noise and then the eyes of Shankar Acharya opened and he realized he was speaking to Shiva himself and it was that Shiva in the form of the chandala that Baba Chand Aldous was.

That it was devoted to And Vimalananda used to say that Baba Chen doll does what he would say is Mehdi buck the teddy Shakti teddy spewed on MIDI whattcha or Metacom Sefolosha which means my bhakti allows me to Connect to your Shakti. Because of my buck T your Shakti flows through me it’s not my Shakti I can’t do anything other than be open to you other than be open to allowing your Shakti to flow through me your spooning your inspiration comes out through my speech MIDI watch out and If something needs to happen in a positive way it will happen just.

Because I am acting as the vehicle for you to do it bobby Jindal’s oz and that has always and I I’ve always regarded that as being something to aspire to to be able to be. Such a devotee of everything that is that is that is the totality of that reality that is Shiva and to allow that to manifest through me not so easy to do. But at least I keep trying mm-hmm Ramana Maharshi used to say things like that his people asked him if he had Sidney’s you know and he said When one has no self where is there going to be a desire to do anything he said.

But because because I know the self I am the self for so he didn’t say it that way but things happen around me they shocked these are present and they accomplish the work. That has to be done without my without my desire to do it that’s not necessary For me don’t want that it just happens yeah they used to say that about Maharajah to that that he had no no no desire of his own at all and that peden had no awareness of zone body he had no desire to get up and walk.

Across the courtyard it was just it happened through him just like this Chun Dada said because of his surrender Terron because is merging with Rama and Hanuman day how fortunate we are to have had individuals like this who have. Embodied this that we can we may not be able to do it perfectly ourselves but we can see that here these were people who could do this it can be done yeah which brings us to a question. That I just got here the eternal question it seems do you think it’s necessary to have a Master to be on in the path of enlightenment in other words do you need a guru so of course you do guru is absolutely necessary.

But what we who are attached To our body mind complex think a guru is is not what a GU is we project all who’s got his perfect she’s perfect she’s gonna do everything for me she’s gonna open my heart I’ll feel the. Love everything will be okay not necessarily first of all the Guru’s say the ones who People who know say God guru and self are not different there are one thing and what is that self that self is your AMA that self is your true nature as an individual you can call it Atma. But it’s that it’s it’s like a number of pools.

Reflecting the moonlight it’s the same light but it’s a reflect it’s not the source but it’s a reflection of that same light so God guru and self are not different so it’s not always for us to meet a being in a body that we would put. The guru label on and but at the same time that guru and that self is within us and you know what you have to do so just do it it’s not necessary to know to get the stamp of approval from someone outside of you yourself.

So to speak to Be on the path on one hand we’re all on the path in varying degrees you know Bob Thurman told me once when he met his his first glue issue one gal who was it Mongolian lama who had a little tibetan temple in new jersey that nobody knew about. So bob went there he had been living in India and he’d been offered a job teaching the young chuckles the young lamas who were just growing up now outside of Tibet and he had come back to America to get some stuff together and he was going to go back to India and do this.

But some friend has said well you know there’s this Lama living in New Jersey why don’t we go see him so they. Went and they walked in and there was this little guy sitting there and they asked him you know they could meet the Lama and he said yeah I’m the Lama and they’re all and Bob got this feeling you know about this guy and he said I said you’re my guru oh no. I’m not your boo I’m not sure good no no no no no I know you’re my group say no no I’m not your girl I’m telling you anything it wouldn’t be good if I’m your girl why wouldn’t it be good so.

Because you’re gonna do all kinds of that’s not good to do if you to your guru like you’re not gonna obey the girl you’re not gonna follow instructions this is not good so no no you’re my guru I’m coming back soon no no don’t come back don’t come back so Bob just said he knew. This was a school especially because he didn’t want him and he didn’t want anything to do with him he didn’t need him so he went and got his together and he came back so guess you won’t yell he would never let Bob meditate.

So Bob would wake up there like at 2:00 in the morning sneak out of the house and go into the temple which was like the garage Nick just next. Door to the house in the dark and he would sit there he crossed his legs take a deep breath and all the lights were going and the llama would walk in. And said what are you doing what you doing come on come on let’s have some tea come on get up what are you doing don’t waste your time come on come with me let’s go have some tea and Bob said he saved his life because Bob was he had all these ideas about.

Meditation accomplishing this and having this experience and that experience in ending and drink this Samadhi and that’s money yes you wanna go was not gonna let him waste his time getting himself all messed up it was a great story great story. So yes you know on one hand we all have a lineage that we’re a part of Since the beginning of time and it’s not for everyone to meet somebody outside of yourself in every life but. Because the only motivation that a true guru can have is compassion then if you’re meeting your Google in a body then that was the best thing for you that was what.

Was necessary if you’re not then that wasn’t necessary there’s no sense pissing and moaning about it clean your heart your life become a good human being and developed some kindness and compassion for other people and you won’t worry. About anything so that’s what I say well said I’d and I always tell people you know we were the people who weren’t gonna make it that’s why he had to drag our asses over there to India to meet us the rest of these other people they they haven’t they’re gonna be fine but we you know we.

Weren’t gonna make it without that specific experience and I I believe I absolutely believe that that’s the case and of course just because you meet someone that you think of as a guru doesn’t really mean anything. Because of Course especially if you have this idea in your head of what a guru is how the Guru needs to behave how you need to behave with the group and there’s all this stuff going on all of that is interfering with with the actual what.

You should be obtaining from the Guru and what you should obtain from the Guru is the qualities of guna Teta being beyond all qualities andrew partita being beyond all form no goo no true the Guru is that which is beyond all name and form beyond all categories beyond. Everything other than consciousness that is not limited in in any way and the word guru in Sanskrit means heavy and the reason to have a guru is when when a disciple is trying to become.

Enlightened and Vimalananda always said enlightened doesn’t mean that there’s you know a bunch of people with trumpets and bugles show up and announced to the cosmos that you have gotten somewhere it means you have lightened yourself of the heavy burden of your cutter mas and that means your awareness is. Now free to soar into the astral regions into the Spiritual reasons in to connect to that reality of Adama but while this process is happening while you the caterpillar is turning into you the butterfly you have to be contained within a cocoon you need to be weighted down and that’s what.

The Guru does the Guru keeps you from going off in some direction that is going to possibly make you you know put you in a very in a very serious and very disjointed or or or unbalanced condition and so sometimes it’s much. Better not to have some external focus of guru sometimes it’s better to find a way to connect or if it is going to be external as you’re focused maybe it should be something. That is not a human being maybe it should be a tree maybe it should be a rock what is the Shiva Linga it is there be a lot rather a trees I.

Mean I don’t know many people I I have some of my best friends tore trees and some I’ve learned very valuable things from those trees and Gurudutt atreya had 24 gurus none of them knew that they were behaving as as Buddha. So if you want to learn you can learn from Anywhere and if you don’t want to learn and I have seen this in my personal experience with them on non-death some human beings were around him for years.

And we’re still some of the well I’m just gonna use the Hindi word Sanskrit word Nietzsche they were still Nietzsche And Nietzsche is just like it sounds low they were still low despite having all these opportunities and around bimmel Ananda’s guru maharaj and around senior guru maharaj and no change whatsoever. So just having a guru doesn’t mean anything making a commitment to Yourself to change means something yeah I went through more suffering after being with Maharaja physically then I went before I just what do you think is gonna happen is not what’s going to happen because anything you think could not be what it is like Groucho Marx said.

He didn’t want to join any club that would actually let him join yes yeah anything you imagined it to be guru God whatever believe me it could never be that. Because it’s beyond anything you can think of in the conceptual mind I remember one time I was sitting with Maharaja like I did every day in those days and I almost burst I burst out. Laughing to myself because I I saw it you know everything I take my shower I put on my clean holy clothes and I come and sit in front of him well semi-clean holy clothes and I saw this day I said I I saw that I was expecting my idea of enlightenment was someplace that I.

Wouldn’t be something else somewhere else and essentially someone else because I hated myself so there’s no possibility I was included in happiness in enlightenment and I left. Because I saw its if there was one thing that was exactly the opposite of Enlightenment that’s it we are here we are always going to be here in one form or another we’re here here is where it is. Now is when it is do some practice and get your together because there’s no other time or place than now there’s no sense moaning and groaning about wanting a teacher and a guru if it’s supposed to happen it will.

Happen if it’s not going to happen it’s not gonna happen so look at your life and take your life as your teacher see where you’re where you’re stuck see where you hate people see where you need things see where you’re you want to hurt others. And yourself see how you’re nasty you are to people and work on that stuff that’s that’s the practice we we don’t know abou God GRU they’ll. Show up when they when it’s right one time I was in a deli when I was still eating cheese and I went in to get a cheese sandwich.

So I’m waiting in line get my sandwich I’m waiting in line to pay for it and there was this guy standing in front of me I was just kidding I mean I don’t have these kind of experiences. But I was getting this like waves of something coming off of This guy and I was fascinated so I kind of I very seriously moved to the side to kind of see his face and I swear to you he moved like this and I thought he didn’t do that. So I searched I’m behind him in line and I moved to the other side and he moved like that and now I’m completely freaking on my mind is going like.

Spinning so he paid for whatever he paid for and I put my my money I gave my money to the cashier and as I’m giving my money to the cashier this guy turns around and he looks at me and he says it’s not in the eyes you know and he turns and walks out of there and I was. So stunned I’m trying to leave it then I’m waiting for my change and by the time I got out the door there was no one anywhere to be seen I just went oh my goodness so you just never know what’s gonna.

Happen you may try to get yeah when my hardly left the body I ran around through the jungles in India looking for him because he said I’m gonna go away where nobody can find me to this place. You know we’re marking they are honest and I’m a contact and no couldn’t find him and everybody I said I’m looking for my guru and they look at me like I was crazy they said you’re cool you’re good looking through your eyes right. Now what’s wrong with You I that over my head took a long time I’m gonna contact as a marvelous play oh.

Yeah yeah capito ah yes yeah so beautiful one time we were walking down myself and a few other a couple of Westerners in this very old Baba that we were hanging out with we were walking down the river from KPO Dhara through. The jungle along the river and along this little path by the river there was a little ashram just staked out with some string around a little cootie and out in front of the cootie was this beautiful bottle very old Baba with long hair just sitting.

There like this very upright and we walked by in the baba we were with he he purnama the guy in the Tip and then when that old man realized who I was with this Baba he said all I’ve been wanting to meet you for. So long I know yeah he said you know on full moon nights he said first thing he said I’ve asked my disciples not to burn my body until the ants move in because lately I’ve been going into Samadhi for.

So long they might think I’m dead you know so I’ve asked them until you see the ants move into my body don’t don’t take it and burn it he said but on full moon nights I’ll be in Samadhi and my eyes will be opened just as these two beings kind of float down the hill to take. Bath in the river one is a yogi about he said What did he say about 15 feet tall and the others are yogini about 12 feet tall and they both they float down they all they’re wearing as a lungo tea.

And they float down to the river and when they get to my ashram on the way down my eyes open and I can see them and have. Darshan and I watch them as they go down to the river and bathe and then as they come back and float back up the hill when they pass the ashram my eyes closed full moon nights I’m not contacts quite a place he hit. This Baba would point out these hills to us and he would say this is not a hill this is a crystal and Inside that crystal there’s a hollow place where Yogi’s been meditating for thousands of years and kept pointing out.

This place very nice that’s today the questions please don’t go to I’m going to contact and expect that you’re gonna find those things no because you will find them only if You need to find them be ready to die if you’re gonna. Go to these places yeah don’t you know sell everything you have or at least write your will first seriously seriously seriously yes it’s not we’re not joking here this is serious if you seriously want to go looking for God you should have every.

All of your affairs in order yeah but yes we should move on to other questions and make sure our affairs in order to one question being about the effects of chanting a man a month ago for Sonny Ash any mantra and. There is a Mantra in fact written their own Shum show nice chat I am his mom and that is the standard mantra for Sonny and the questioner says I have done it and I felt feel drawn to it and that is the.

That is the if you don’t have a saint or a guru or a sadhu or somebody standing in front of in line in front of you in the cheese sandwich shop to advise you what mantra to do then you should allow the month of it to come to you and you should feel drawn to it. Because remember That the a month ago is the verbal incarnation of that daiva Tod that deity an image like a Shiva Linga or or like a like an actual morty an actual image that’s the visual incarnation but this Is this the actual baby.

So by but the if the daily wants to come to you then you should feel drawn to that there should you should feel an affinity so it’s very important to have that kind of intuitive awareness. Because that’s the only way that you can really align with things like this so this is The standard mantra for sunny this is an excellent month of it to use for sunny and just remember that when the sunny is very demanding it when it comes to discipline and humility. So don’t recite it thinking oh I’m going to control Saturn 5 reciting this home.

Some janeshia IANA maja just do it as an offering to to Saturn to Shani maharaj who represents everything in life that you would like to avoid experiencing but you cannot avoid it kind of like this pandemic kind of like the your own. Illness and the illnesses of other and the death of loved ones and all kinds of problems that you may have people telling you how horrible you are until terrible you aren’t suppressing you all of these things that you don’t want to experience.

But but are part of your of the things that you are experiencing in This lifetime you can say to sunny who who is in charge of those things I’m finding it a little difficult to to to withstand all of this. And maintain my alertness and attention on the supreme reality I want to worship the supreme reality I want to align with it but all Of my cut Irma’s are giving me trouble please help me to work through this and then recite this mantra and then you’re more likely to get a good result.

Because you have bowed down to Saturn you’ve let him know you’re you don’t expect things to be done for you you will work for it you just want a little bit little bit of mercy that’s all and if you find it difficult to think. About a month ago for sunny you can always use own animus you bhaiyya because Shiva control Shani Shiva controls Rahu Shiva controls anything that is problematical I’m gonna miss you by a remain calm hood on the banks of the Ganga with a funeral pyre burning nearby. And Acknowledged the supreme reality stay calm and repeat none stay calm repeat and if you’re doing any practice.

At all you can it can be a hundred percent short that you already have mercy that grace is already flowing otherwise we would have no interest in this stuff at all this is not instant gratification this is not in the realm Of pleasure or pain this is not what you grow up and learn about from from your our culture. So if we’re doing any practice at all grace is already there so you should recognize that for sure and just try to deepen I I get so many questions like this and I’ve come to one of my things I say all the time was.

That the whole path or 99% of the path isn’t learning to trust ourselves learning to listen to our own intuition in a in an ever- deepening way if we don’t trust ourselves it means That we’re not we don’t know how to be good to ourselves. And if we don’t know how to be good to ourselves and we’re not going to allow the inner blossoming to occur we’re going to be keep piling dirt on top of that plant and even if somebody gives you advice a teacher of some kind how do you feel.

About it is the important thing then you can ask yourself well why do I feel this way etc etc etc but still where is all that experience going on is within us. So if something seems to fit you go for it if it doesn’t fit ok it’s ok it doesn’t fit you have to listen to yourself maybe it’ll fit later maybe it’ll never fit but one has to start. Paying attention to what one feels within and not what one thinks it’s understandings epiphanies come from within feelings arise from from a deeper place about the basic okayness of what.

You’re trying to do so and and there’s no problem well there’s no making mistakes or being wrong about something your self correct as time goes on that’s how you learn who you are each we all have different ways of moving. Through our our lives and each one of us has to find out what works for us based on what we want what we say we want from life I think that applies especially in looking at one question on the Q&A chart.

Here I’ve been doing siding that for almost 15 years I wonder how to continue on the path when I feel I’m in doubt of my progress and doing the right practice maybe that’s normal it’s normal occasionally certainly it’s normal we don’t have a guru or teacher to guide us on the path how do we move on you move on by doing. Just exactly what Shri KD was saying you feel your way forward you ask God you ask your local tree you ask the supreme reality you ask you you ask the dog you ask you ask whoever is in the Neighborhood.

That you do trust to give you some advice and don’t ask complicated things don’t go to the dog and say you know should I repeat this hundred and twenty times or should you know should I sit over here ask the dog simple things is. This good or is this not good ask the tree simple things should I continue or should I not continue and then align with whatever it. Is you’re asking and just wait and see whether the answer and the answer will be a subtle thing the answer unless you’re unless you’re having a very unusual experience you will not suddenly hear a voice from they say that.

This happens Akashwani a voice from the sky telling you exactly what’s going on probably that’s not gonna happen to you well what could. Happen is you could get a feeling and that feeling could be yes keep going in this direction or it’s time to do something different but that may not tell you in detail everything that you should be doing different it may however allow you to see that it’s time to do something different and then you can be. Open to whatever is the next that is the right thing for you to do which may not be obvious and may not be the thing that you find out about immediately it may take some time and.

Therefore you have to be patient you have to be very patient and that’s the Beauty of as in Ayurveda we say that you know anyone who is unwell needs to be very patient which is why people who are unwell are called patients because if they were supposed to be impatient they. Would be called impatience but no you have to be patient you have to acknowledge that sometimes it may quite take quite some time before you can actually figure out exactly what is the right thing to do it’s also possible.

That you may not think you know ever That you’re doing the right thing or the wrong thing you just do what you have to do do what you feel like doing and the real changes that occur in our lives they really can occur under the radar we don’t get the pat ourselves on the back very often about things. Because it’s the Evaluator the judgmental mind in us that’s being thinned out so we spend less time in negative states of mind we don’t necessarily recognize that because the evaluator is not so busy anymore evaluating all the time and little by little your own states of mind become.

Less less important to you am I happy today occasion maybe I’ll be happy tomorrow I don’t care yeah it’s not you don’t think like that anymore how am I now am I. Now what should I you know you just do your practice make the effort with this and with as much wholeheartedness as you can whatever the practices that you’re doing And become allow yourself to ripen into a good human being one. That cares about people one that at least is trying to create less and less suffering in oneself and the world don’t wait for the skies to open and the chariot of fire to come.

Down and take you away because if you do it’ll be the paddy wagon that comes and takes you away to the place with padded cells man on the white coats and then in The white coats. Which brings me to an interesting question here in the Ramayana after Hanuman comes back from Lanka finding seat after finding Sita a Celebration takes place and the Rana does the men of the forest like Hanuman that we call them monkeys. But they were wonõt us they the question says they get drunk and what actually happens it said in vol Mickey is there.

Was a grove of fruit trees and they went in and ate all the fruit and it’s quite possible that some of the fruit was somewhat fermented and then it’s quite possible that they were that they were getting some extra excitement from that fruit just as many animals get. Intoxicated when they fermented fruit like elephants in South Africa when they marula fruit is right then they will eat the marula fruit and then they will become tipsy and then they will tip themselves and tip other things over and that’s where amarilla the well-known cream liqueur comes from The marula fruit.

So the question is they are not punished because Hanuman has succeeded at his mission could this mean that as long as you do what you’re supposed to do you can go out and get intoxicated and the answer to that is what makes you think that this would be. A good idea first of all you have not come back from lanka and located Sita and burned down Lanka and so yes I mean you’re you’re a young male monkey and you have to go out and you know kind of be excessive for a moment.

But then You calm down again and then it it was the very fact that that Hanuman ji and his fellow wonít us were not punished he is in fact because they had done the job. So yes I mean we could argue that Perhaps this is the way that human beings should behave also but I think we could also argue that this is a good thing not to do even if you do achieve even if you are able to achieve what you need to achieve.

Because it was not the Most appropriate thing to do and Hanuman was able to get away with it because he was completely and utterly focused on Rama so he was already intoxicated with the name of Rama he of the Rama russa was already in his system he had already drunk quite a bit of that And. So the ordinary intoxicants can’t have any effect on him because he’s already intoxicated 24 hours a day with the Rama nama the juice that comes from that so once you get to that point yes you can take whatever you want to as far as intoxicants are concerned.

But Before that it’s not the same thing yeah well when you can grow as big as a mountain of gold and jump over the ocean and jump back I don’t mind a drink or two I don’t think it’s gonna bother you I think not believe and also this is you. Know in mahadji said when when Ramdas gave him the acid the second time he said Yogi’s have known about this for thousands of years for a yogi who knows God no poison can affect him om namah shivay do you have another question there mr.

Das mr. das I don’t know questions no I don’t know here’s a whole bunch of em I heard you say once that Mahad is old old devotees saw him as Shiva can I. Explain I cannot talk about that well some of the very old devotees that I met well you know Hanuman ji is actually a manifestation of Shiva he’s the manifestation of the eleventh Rudra which is the eleventh face of Shiva Buddha and but don’t rob you.

Collect correct me if I’m wrong yeah absolutely I often am so he’s here the energy of Shiva was sent through the wind God in kanji and Jenny Hanuman’s mother and then my Hanuman manifested came out as holding all that prana so for most of the devotees worship saw. Maharathas Hanuman actually saw him that way worshiped him is that way but some of the old devotees like mr. Tiwari kind of went it a different step and they they were they actually worship him as Shiva I don’t oh that’s all I can say about it I don’t really know anything more than That.

But yeah there was this one guy used to come from very poor simple man named vishwam bar used to come from Allah gar to the temple and he bring all his dishes and his the art the lamps and all the things in the. And he would Wait outside Maharaja’s door standing like this and Maharaja he’s sitting inside saying oh he’s out there anyone’s gonna wish he’s going to do is Shiva to me and he’s got this he’s got this he’s got that he’s got.

That Maharaja would sit there and laugh and then finally he would come out and this guy would go he he’s singing and doing the Aarti the Cuckoo Shiva and then he would he’d be singing you know Jaya Shiva all got up. And he will go into Samadhi just standing there and just tears would be pouring down his face and my heart say what happened what happened what’s he doing what happened what happened it was Quite a show quite a show. And two are used to do of course Shiva puja very regularly regularly in yeah and Devi puja also in this context let me read one more.

Question when Maharaj-ji said everything is accomplished through the repetition of the name what did he mean by everything KD has talked about free will before if there is no or limited free will what can we accomplish where does the name bring us closer to allowing something. Like Rama to accomplish us you know maharaja used to say also that Hanuman chalisa can change faith and that every word of the Hanuman Chalisa is maha mantra which is the name. But if you do it in order to change fate probably it won’t happen one must do it With the right Bhavana with the right feeling the right emotion right idea which is love and surrender.

And offering I think that’s a very good way to say it it can change your fate unless you want it to change your fate in which case it. Probably will not change your fate because you don’t have the proper perspective on whether your fate is the right fate for you or not you want to not you you as an as an individual how could you possibly have the proper perspective on on it precisely. And Exactly and perfectly to know how you should be aligning yourself in the in the world in which you are you don’t you don’t have the perspective to do that you’re coming from here you need to have a much bigger perspective.

And that’s what you’re trying to achieve by reciting from them Shivaya or by reciting the chalisa Or or or anything you’re requesting you’re taking your kodamas and you’re saying here my kodamas I want to serve you as best as my limited awareness can permit me to understand to what what. That means please help me out with that And please put me in the right place to do what I need to do at the moment that I need to do it and then if you need to have your fate changed if you need to be saved from something or you need to have something added unto you then that will happen.

Because you have put yourself into the service of the universe then The universe will say well oh now I have this this say vaca here I have this servant who is willing to employ himself for my benefit for a while I’m going to allow him to do that. But wait he needs a uniform and he he needs that he needs a paycheck and he’s gotta have some.

Clothes but I mean some food to eat so we’ll arrange for these things to come to him so that he can do this job not because he is feeling miserable and I need to take his misery way but because he wants to assist me and he can’t do that if he’s so terrible and miserable and that’s called surrender that is very. Much called surrender surrender is of course very misunderstood by us big egos you know we think I’m gonna have to sub subsume my will into another’s will and be ruled by somebody else but it’s not like that at all not at all not if the surrender is the goal and path devotion.

Is the goal and the path yeah I just as a beautiful story one time Ram Dass was very my heart he was driving around that’s crazy just driving him crazy he was just pushing every button that that was available at the time to be pushed And maybe some that weren’t. So finally rom discuss tomorrow day and he sits down and said Maharaja I want you to raise my Kundalini do it get get get it done finish me all right here we go all right she goes you know I don’t know anything about that you know that guru.

Down there and this you you go see him he knows that he’ll do that for you yeah you go do that yeah and Rhonda’s got angrier he said no Maharaja I want you to raise my Kundalini that other guy you know. That guy who lives there you go see him he knows how to do that he’ll do that for you for sure you go go yeah Ron duska angry and Ritter in the face and said no. Maharaj on you to raise my Kundalini so Maharaja stood up throws his blanket over his shoulder looks down at wronged us and he says I only know two things ba and ma and he went inside in the back and let them sit in.

There I only know two things the two letters of the name of Rama what can I do there’s no one in here to Do anything nah that’s it it was really Sydney ma told us. That many years later she they heard everything they were in the room right behind with the door cracked the windows cracked and they listening to everything that happened Ramdas didn’t even remember that I had to tell him that once and he said really That happened.

So yeah drama surrender there’s there’s no one in there and yet everything that’s supposed to happen will happen because it has to and that there’s no doer it’s just it happens I don’t know how to say it as well as Other people. But just remember what do we know we only have our limited perspective we don’t know what what rocks are down downstream in our lives but they know and when we surrender to their will and the will of God there.

Will the harmony of the universe what it allows things to change in a way that’s good for us and everybody as well I think that is the perfect answer for Yet another question that question being does aligning with a mantra with full devotion turn a hum kata into Kundalini Shakti the answer to that of course is maybe. But if you align with a mantra which means to the devata to the deity To the to the divinity inside that mantra if you really aligned with it with full devotion you’re not gonna be able to remember whether you possess a hum kata or Kundalini or both or neither or or what or a cheese sandwich you’re not gonna know about.

That all you’re gonna know is what you’re devoted to What your surrendered to that’s what’s gonna be what you focus on so it’s certainly useful to be aware that you have a hunk otter. Because we all do it’s certainly useful to know that a hunk odd and Kundalini are identical one is focused on manifesting outward privity one is focused on unmanifested kniv. Earthy but once you get further in the direction of of that transformation you don’t want to remain too much aware of that because you can get caught in in some conceptual traps that can be very very troublesome so even if that transformation is what’s happening you.

Should not be holding on to the concept that this is what is happening in me because it’s just a concept it until it is actually transformed you can’t really it’s it’s that transformation is not something you should try conceptualizing over because you can’t do it it cannot be done yeah in some ways it’s so simple if we. Were you know who is that Saint that said you know do unto others as you would have them do unto you if we could do that for 10 seconds this would be a different world immediately.

But how to get the strength to do that how to get the wisdom how to get the insight to manifest that to become that kind of a Human being that literally cares about it the people more than you care about yours your own stuff I was gonna say yourself. But that’s misleading so I really think that all spiritual practice regardless of what the final. Enlightenment might be the path is about treating other people and of course yourself as you would have them treat you because then there’s no how why would you you know if it’s just so simple really but not easy.

But there is simple we make it very difficult but that’s because we’re scared shitless of Actually contacting another human being without our defense mechanisms and our walls coverings all up there how to get the strength and the courage to release that stuff and be present with with yourself and others and that’s that’s. Completely the that’s the essence of the law of karma if you love your neighbor like you love yourself that’s what the cutter mode that you’re putting out that’s what you’re putting out into the universe that’s what’s going to come back to you.

And if you put out fear fear is going to come back to you and if you put out anger anger is going to come back to you it’s the law of karma. It’s action and reaction it’s physics it’s built into the fabric of the universe and all of the great Saints have said very clearly this is why it is so unwise to hold on to these intense emotions that are anything other than devotion and love that’s why it’s so.

Unwise to hold on to memories of the past and to hold on to grudges and not forgive people you’re not forgiving people to be nice to them you’re forgiving people to be nice to yourself by letting it go you’re healing your own self that person whatever happens to them is up to them. But you letting go of That means you’ve let go of it and once you’ve let go of it then there is new and extra space inside you in which the love of God can come and fill it’s not easy.

But it is very simple it’s especially not easy nowadays Because there are so many people who are confused in so many ways and I don’t know if I don’t know if you’ve been exposed to this. But lots of people that I know have have felt an urgent need to let me know about the that there’s a giant conspiracy that is that everything you know the virus is a conspiracy if all kinds of thing there’s the 5g network and there’s a Bill Gates and Vaccines and occasionally space aliens are brought into the whole thing.

Because it can’t be something that is just happening as a result of human beings of their entire species having gone way too far down the wrong road it can’t be that there has to be some there. Has to be some some giant evil malevolent brain like robin ax who is in charge of generating this thing to to destroy the happiness and freedom of everyone in the world. When in reality it is our economies we don’t need any help we don’t need any help destroying ourselves we’re doing a great job of That and the thing in my opinion that we need to remember is this is an opportunity for us as a species.

This is a species wide thing it has happened to everyone in the world at the same time that’s extraordinarily unusual that may never have happened before in the history of our species in the past 300 thousand years may not have happened may. Have we don’t know what happened 300 thousand years ago but certainly it hasn’t happened when there were 7.3 billion of us that at least intimate on the internet on the internet half of the world and 3.5 billion people 3,500 million people on the internet and Suddenly everyone is immobilized.

Because nature is saying you know I really don’t I want you to think about what you’re doing because you’re headed down a path that is going to destroy you as a species I encourage everyone to remember nothing is going ok it’s not. That Nothing will happen to the world the world is going to survive life is going to survive the earth has been through much worse things if you study history you will see that go to the the the you can read about the five great extinction events especially the one that happened at the permian-triassic.

Junction it was it it almost everything in the world died off and yet new things arose and Nature has given us an opportunity to really rethink the entire thing if we don’t get caught up in all these ideas of trying to find. Somebody to blame whether it’s the Chinese the Russians the Democrats the Republicans whoever it might be it’s us who were to blame and we need to acknowledge that we have done this to ourselves and it’s only each one of us individually reconnecting to reality. That is going to help us get out of this extraordinarily deep hole that we have dug for ourselves. Oh absolutely yeah we have a few more minutes and when I.

Sang earlier with the sound okay or did it pretty good I mean there was the occasional wah- wah but not so bad oh and I think it would be excellent if we were to just as we began if we were to exit With the name of God. So good let’s do that it’s six minutes is a little bit short can we go over a few minutes. Without without causing any disharmony in the universe okay ours I know good the boss said yes I said okay I’m gonna stop my video and mute until you finish and then we are such a solution mid song let us know what that is okay yes and she saying do.

You want to turn off your camera right yeah so please everybody turn off your cameras after the chant if you want to turn your cameras on for a minute we’ll just have a moment silent and say goodbye it everybody sound good okay here we go. Shiva sure. Ah ha ha. My momma she shamboshankara namah shivay you did Josh. Ankarana my shoe shamboshankara namah shivay it is awesome God enormous but on our chalice even a mass Shiva. Through not chalice even some bullsh uncut analyst Shiva it is a shankaranna mess.